Hya i left dads today after making tea and thinking of you!! :'-( SO SO wishing you were here for a chat and to bounce ideas off!! Daves gone on holiday & Dad starts his treatment for Cancer of the bladder soon with no discussion & no plan on who's doing what!! Its as if he doesn't care, i thought we were going to do this together but theres being no discussion, although i have tried to arrange to meet, but Daves never got the time!! Although I'm sure he will be full of regret when dads gone! It feels like I lost my brother when I lost my mum, the whole family is falling apart and has been for the last four and a half years!! Life feels out of control! will it ever be in my control again???? no not since you have gone.