Well what can I say about the last 6 months!! Terrible, Terirble, Terrible!! Dad had Covid & fell in town then fell downstairs, with horrendous consequences! Broken wrist, 30 stitches in his head, broken wrist, degloved arm & hand, little finger cut to the bone, brain fog that lasted 4months. 8 weeks in Hull Royal Infirmary, a week in castle hill then a week in a care home! dad had carers going in every day but dad refused the help. David & I were going in, sorting hm out and doing tablets until we realised he didn't need help & was just being selfish!! How the hell did you live with him all these years being SO SO selfish! He is making our lives a misery & I'm struggling being patient with him. He is so demanding.Its all about him.

I didn't think things could get any worse but they have! The system that should help has not & is doing nothing & left me in limbo! Now i feel estranged from my own daughter while not being able to help some of my grandchildren and not understanding my one grandson. Life seems so difficult to bear at the moment!! Harvey has just let me know I'm to become a great great grammar something that i should be pleased about but it all just seems a heavy burden to me at the moment and i am so wishing you were here for a chat!

Ohhh mum what a terriblely horrific few weeks....... on the 10/9/22 my whole world has been rocked to the core & I didn't know what to do for the best?! I am trying to support Bec & family but feel i am wrong while trying to do the right thing. I have realised that the system is flawed beyond belief & helps/supports no one!! David has been a rock & SO helpful & understanding. Don't know where i would be without his advice, bless Rob he has been stuck between a rock & a hard place but supported me anyway, this time i have a good one mum, I'm so pleased you got to see us marry! I am Missing you SOOO much. love you xxx