I didn't think things could get any worse but they have! The system that should help has not & is doing nothing & left me in limbo! Now i feel estranged from my own daughter while not being able to help some of my grandchildren and not understanding my one grandson. Life seems so difficult to bear at the moment!! Harvey has just let me know I'm to become a great great grammar something that i should be pleased about but it all just seems a heavy burden to me at the moment and i am so wishing you were here for a chat!